II HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!
Im really really frustrated !!
AS DAYS PASSED II GROW OLDER..
II STARTED TO HATE UU!
im really sorry to say about all these..
BUT
ii really hate uu now!
ii know hate is a serious word!
but im really FED UP!
UU DON UNDERSTAND ME AND YET
UU WAN TO CONTROL OF ME!
ii do not know how many times ii have blogged just
because of these topics!
II REALLY DON FEEL HAPPY!!!
II really din feel happy for a long period..
when ever ii think of it.. ii really wish to burst out about it..
but even ii burst out,
any one cares?
any one knows?
NO!
in the end.. ii just have to wipe up my tears
and start a new boring day again..
FREEDOM~!
is the only word ii wish for ...
for 20 yrs.!
Ii don need other things.. ii just wan freedom..
and y uu just can give me everything, EXCEPT OF FREEDOM??!!
maybe people will think that ....
ii am childish that ii really feel angry or sad because of these things..
but what if uu were in my shoes?
uu all will NOT feel it ..!
II ALWAYS hate uu say out these things..
-where did ii go?
-always asked what time coming back?
-go out with who?
-come back early!
-II say no means no!
-uu better come back now!
-so what uu are 20 yrs old?
-in my mind uu still a kid to me!
-now still young.. now still studying.. don find bf first!
as a daughter of you all.. ii really feel terrible..
ii love going out with my friends together..
WITHOUT TIME LIMIT..
II really going out with my friends..
II wish to go out when ever ii feel so...
II wish to have a bf that really cares and loves me.. (but now ii prefer single)
Im someone who is easily satisfied..
sometimes ii really felt that ii feel so stupid..
ii feel that sometimes.. what my friends said,
ii don understand.. and they said me KAMPONG..
innocent but stupid!
although im not angry and ii find it funny.. calling me kampong..hahaSs.
BUT in other way.. ii feel that im not staying in the same world with my friends..
JASMINE