Why uu just cant understand what im thinking? ii don wan to quarrel with you!! but uu just cant give me a single chance to say out what im thinking.. do you know uu are too over protective towards me? im no longer a kid!!! ii know how to protect my self... ii always ask uu y my sis can go out till so late and uu don even say her.. and uu always reply me.. because she got a bf!! what the hell reason is that? just a bf can go out late liao mehz? denn ii also can find one la? just because of that go find bf? ii donn need one just because of that! ii know how to protect and take care of myself... uu always say after 10 is a late time.. 11 12 very late liao!! im already 19 not 13 14 liao.. ii have my own thinking ii have my own friends.. uu always think that my friends is not worthy.. not good.. all ah lian ah bengs!! so what?! they still my friends.. so what if my friends smoke or drink? they still my friends.. as long as ii don smoke ii don drink ii think is enough.. y must uu think my fren will bring me to the bad side? ii really wish to talk to uu and uu don give me a chance.. when ever ii wanna say.. can ii go back a bit later.. ur face sure give black.. and how uu wan to talk to you? all my friends say just have a nice tok with uu and tell uu my feelings!! when did uu even give me a chance to talk? uu say im a girl.. denn cannot go out with so late? what if give people raped or what?! pls la!! denn uu mean that everytime ii go out late denn will give people raped mehz? ii really don understand y uu have this type of thinking... ii really cannot tahan this type of thinking.. ii can burst out anytime.. nowadays ii do not know y... my temper is bad.. so many things for me to think... ii don really know ii can take it a not... ii always tell meself not to think.. but ii cannot do it... just a simple curfew things can make me go crazy.. ii really do not know what to do... tell uu , uu also don wan to listen.. tell my frens, they cant help me... ii just felt hopeless when ever ii think of that... even ii wanna go outlate at night.. ii still need to lie to you that im going for a chalet.. ii don wan to lie to you... but what can ii do?!

kampong girl to city boy...

everything had came to the end... until now whenever ii saw ur sms.. ii feell heart broken... but ii know this will be the last time.. ii did gave me the best memories.. it's sweet and care.. every good things is inside.. ii need time to forget you... ii sweared to myself it's time ii need to give up on uu le.. ii still remember the 1st time we know each other.. is thru friendster... and we denn to msn denn to hp.. when my 19 th birthday uu did came down and celebrate with me.. that time is the 1st time ii saw you.. but ii think that time ur heart is still with my good friend.. when the moment ii heard from people say that uu like my good friend.. ii really felt sad... ii felt depressed... maybe is the same good friend for 2 times.. ii don hate or blame on my good friend.. that's nth to do with her.. ii only hate myself for that.. ii remember ii did told uu ii like one person and told uu abot the person ii like .. he like my fren.. maybe if uu think further uu can know that the person is actually urself.. but now there's nothing more to say le.. ii did remember the sweetest memories uu gave me.. uu typed in ur blog.. and uu ask me whether ii did see ur blog? and ii go see.. there's a new entry... uu said uu "falling for you"... and ii asked uu... who.. denn uu said the one who gave uu care and concern... at that time.. ii feel shocked... ii really shocked.. ii didnt know that uu have falling for that person.. there's many incident makes me feel like giving up on uu everytime.. but after uu said that uu falling for the personn... all giving up things had gone far apart from me.. from march till now.. ii think it's enough... ii don wish to wait anymore.. ii think now is really the last time ii said... im giving up... tks for the memories... ii hoped we will be buddy friend forever...

Today at 9!!! hp alarm RANG~~!! oh my god!! im so tired.. and ii press SNOOZE~~!! my favourite.. hahaaSS.. denn after that.. when the time ii woke up... already going to 10~~!! oh dead!! ii meet my fren at 10.45!! ii need more than 1 hour to prepare de lorr!! hahahhaaSS.. denn faster wake up and bath .. after bathing ah boy sms me.. say she will be late.. denn sian liao.. denn katherine also late... denn PAM also late~~!! ALL LATE... wanna meet early to buy sally's present.. but in the end.. kairong and me is the ones who reached 1st.. so we went to buy lorr.. hmmm.. went to buy one fan denn 2 glass cups.. the cups is ex de lorr.. hahahahsS.. but we find the cheapest as we are broke nowdays.. we all meet at breadtalk.. denn got me pam ah boy katherine sally stella and weiling.. HaiZz.. denn after that... we went to hub de food court and eat.. denn after that.. about 1 pm.. ii went to k pool to find han lin and ji zhong.. cause ii promised jz to go out with him today... so went there while there were playing billard.. denn ii sit there wait lorr.. han lin so cute.. short short botak botak de.. ii always call him botak!! hahhaaSS.. he and jz really is one tall one short!! funny lorr.. hahahahaSs.. sorry ar!! sinful lei.. like that say!! hahahhaSS.. denn after that when they finish playing, we went to amk hub ... han lin went home.. denn left me and jz.. denn we went to watch movie.. donnoe wanna watch what show also.. denn we went up saw ah boy they all.. except sally.. they were giving face!!! hahahaSS... those err hurmm... face lorr.. = =" wanna laugh like don wan laugh like that.. donnoe how to explain.. denn they say me and him the height.. = =" hahhahaSS.. ii haven even reached his shoulder.!!! ARGH!!! we stand down there viewing what show to watch.. sian leii.. actually wanna watch the donnow what sex mission de.. is NC16 show.. but is korean show.. denn we nvr watch lorr.. denn in the end we watch "I AM LEGEND" oh my god!!! one word to describe this show!!! LOUSY@@!!!!! the show only scared me only lorr.. EEe... saying the whole entire city or state.. is left with one person.. the rest is zompie.. denn wanna find the cure for the zompies.. = =" LAME.. denn after the show... we went to S11 big de.. beside jubilie... sit down.. drink water... SIAN AR... we nth to do.. hahahaSs... sit down there.. call people down down.. liwei and alex.. came down.. and yumei also came down.. and one primary sch fren call yong qiang also came down.. jz's friend.. but before they came down, ii SAW LAOPO!!! CHEN SHI HUI!!! hahahahaSs.. saw her really give me a shocked..hahahaSs... that time.. she also shocked.. say saw me here suay ar.. denn after that she sit down.. denn after she heard jz's name.. she said she know him.. but he donn know shihui!! hahaSs.. denn a while later.. shihui have to go... denn left me and him again.. denn after a while all people came.. denn we having dinner.. denn went to k pool again.. li wei and alex one group.. jz and yong qiang one grp.. they played billard... hahahahaSS.. so funny!! liwei COOL MAN!! always win.. hahaSs.. jz and yong qiang keep losing.. denn at the last round.. they won!! hahaSs.. finally ar!! hahaSs.. denn after that, we went to the blk 700 there sit down.. hmmm.. we sat down and talk about all many many primary sch and secondary school things.. hahahahaSs... many things to say lorr.. denn about 10+ ii need to go back!! haiZz.. that's irritating.. denn after a while he sent me to the bus stop and wait for bus 265 with me.. denn ii went home!! over all the outing is fun!! =) hahahaSs.. one thing.. last of all......

he wanted to eat pepper lunch~~!! but in the end.. he said pepper TABLE~~!! LOLSSS.. funny lorr!!

today went out with yumei!! for what? sing song lorr!! early in the morning CALL ME!! im still sleeping okie??!! LOLSS... hmmm.. heng ii put silent !! if not ii kill uu liao@@ hahahahaSS.. denn we meet about 2? she was inside a car... driver is ronnie... denn long time no see him liao also.. denn after that we went hougang to fetch han lin jonathon (sp bf) ji zhong and kenneth... but kenneth not going so we 6 person go... went to singing world.. bishan.. reach there about 4 plus... haiZZ... so less hours left to sing.. the car is rent de.. at about that time.. the car had to be sent back.. so ronnie and jonathon wen to sent back the car...denn when singing han lin so funny.. hahahaSs,, wearing the coat!! LOLSS... like "BIG BOSS??" lolSs.. denn after that yumei 's phone rang.. things happened..!! ronnie call yumei.. and say... the car keys is locked inside.. and the car lock liao.. cannot open.. the car person wan to claim $120 from them... denn yumei was so angry... doesnt they have a duplicated key? about evening time liwei came.. denn ji zhong call the person.. and say that we going down to talk about it.. denn the person say y must come down? cant talk on phone mehz? denn jz says okie.. denn just use the duplicate key to open the car need $120 bucks mehz? denn they person say.. now uu saying is my fault la? denn jz reply.. not ur fault is my fren's fault.. but now the car is sent back denn the keys uu already know is inside the car.. just use the key to open la.. denn the person say denn okie la.. ur fren can go back liao la!! nth liao!! haiZZ.. all is just about the stuppid keys!! bo liao lorr.. still wasted my outgoing call so MUCH!! LOLSS... hahahahhaSs... denn after that we went to coffee shop to sit down to wait till 8 pm.. cause jz and hanlin going to zouk to interview.. denn about 8 pm han lin and jizhong sent me home by their taxi............. =)

2005 CHRISTMAS

OHH MY GODD!! ii went swimming today!! hahahahSS.. long long time nvr go le.. hahaSs... So happy.. me went with ah yue and my sister today.. as my sis took one day off.. not because of us... is beacuse of she's lazy to go work.. hahaSS.. denn after that.. we went to eat saKAE SUSHI!! my god... student buffet !!! HAHAHAASS.. eat till ii pui pui Si ar~~ LOLSS.. Bu tis free de.. my sis treat me eat!! IM SO HAPPY!!! HAHAHAHAHSS

FRIENDS

Friends are really weird... Some Friends are meant to be ur Hiie Bye friend, some are also meant to be ur normal, good, best and special friends... ii do not know how my friends treated me as.. but sometimes friendship can really be very strong .. and also fragile.. Sometimes it's really depends on what people thinks... before everything happenes... we are all good friends... really good.. and as some stuppid or childish incidents happened...everythings changes.. IT's just the mind of thinking.. if we can think further, open the mind and think... nothing will happenes.. friends to me are important.. ii treated all my friends well.. ii will hope my friends treat me well too.. but ii wont quarrel or angry with them just or an stuupid childish thingy... im not saying that im correct, it's just that maybe as things happened, ignoring and showing black face to that person is not an good idea.. why not saying out and tell the person in front of his or her face... ? ii think it will be more better then... and at least they know what happened and can changed themself because of that... ii felt kinda angry and sadd her the 2 person.... haiZZ.. and ii really don feel good that uu used colours to describe people.. ii don wish to lose uu as a fren too.. but ii just wish that everything can be back as normal.. and everyone is still can at least be a normal fren?

21 Years Old
10 March 1988








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