Why uu just cant understand what im thinking? ii don wan to quarrel with you!! but uu just cant give me a single chance to say out what im thinking.. do you know uu are too over protective towards me? im no longer a kid!!! ii know how to protect my self... ii always ask uu y my sis can go out till so late and uu don even say her.. and uu always reply me.. because she got a bf!! what the hell reason is that? just a bf can go out late liao mehz? denn ii also can find one la? just because of that go find bf? ii donn need one just because of that! ii know how to protect and take care of myself... uu always say after 10 is a late time.. 11 12 very late liao!! im already 19 not 13 14 liao.. ii have my own thinking ii have my own friends.. uu always think that my friends is not worthy.. not good.. all ah lian ah bengs!! so what?! they still my friends.. so what if my friends smoke or drink? they still my friends.. as long as ii don smoke ii don drink ii think is enough.. y must uu think my fren will bring me to the bad side? ii really wish to talk to uu and uu don give me a chance.. when ever ii wanna say.. can ii go back a bit later.. ur face sure give black.. and how uu wan to talk to you? all my friends say just have a nice tok with uu and tell uu my feelings!! when did uu even give me a chance to talk? uu say im a girl.. denn cannot go out with so late? what if give people raped or what?! pls la!! denn uu mean that everytime ii go out late denn will give people raped mehz? ii really don understand y uu have this type of thinking... ii really cannot tahan this type of thinking.. ii can burst out anytime.. nowadays ii do not know y... my temper is bad.. so many things for me to think... ii don really know ii can take it a not... ii always tell meself not to think.. but ii cannot do it... just a simple curfew things can make me go crazy.. ii really do not know what to do... tell uu , uu also don wan to listen.. tell my frens, they cant help me... ii just felt hopeless when ever ii think of that... even ii wanna go outlate at night.. ii still need to lie to you that im going for a chalet.. ii don wan to lie to you... but what can ii do?!
JASMINE