Ii always get Emo When im sick... II do nt know what happened... Nowadays ii felt myself a bit Frustrated... Ii do not know what happened.. Ii feell like no one Knows what ii wann... No one actually knows me well.. Feel so Lonely abt that... Ii feell happy in school!! this is what ii always said... But is it reall happy? ii donnoe.. maybe in school ii don feelll Frustrated... In school ii can mixed with my frens play with my frens and Noisy noisy with all my frens.. these makes me really a bit far away from my frust!! Sometimes iim thinking that, if one day ii suddenly just become So quiet in school... suddenly changed to another person... is it better? HAHASs.. stress abt all these.. ii wish to find a person that really knows me well .. to tell me what should ii do next.. IIm stucked with my life.. What ii really wan ii also donnoe! ii always goes with the flow.. Ii don really have much thinking for myself... People always see the outer part of my character... thinks that im cheerful, thinks that ii always don have much problems, think that ii always happy happy de.. no Worries de.. But Ii did had a lot things stucked in my brain... ii just don dare and yet don wish to say out... for me, im those kind of person who really thinks a lot.. ii always thinks thru negative things for myself... ii cannt think of positive things.. sometimes really thinks that im really a failure........... donnoe what to do next also......... HaiZz... Ii don like to be unhappy in front of my frens.. ii always loves to brings some laughter to my frens... but did ii really make myself happy too? Sometimes iim really stress up!! ii really wish to cry out all my unhappy things.. but ii cant.. ii don wish to let people see...............................
JASMINE